I Will Be by Avril Lavigne♥

There’s nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now
This time I’ll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

Cause without you I can’t sleep
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I got
You’re all I want
Yeah
And without you I don’t know what I’ll do
I could never ever live a day without you
Hear with me do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK

I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything OK
♥

you will nvr know...

hey! one week holiday is here~ but still, i have to go back to school on mon, tue (performing arts camp) ,thur and fri (choir practice) what the tooooooooooot! and there are tons of holiday work to be done. sian,what kind of holiday is this... alrighty, no use complaining arh~ this week has been a pretty sad week uh.. a very shocking news on wed.. one of our beatty teacher, mr ng tc, had passed away D: r.i.p mr ng! and today is also mr cheng's last day in beatty :\ he's gonna go for further studies, i think? lol.. let me post those things that i've done for the past 2 weeks haha.

• 22Feb(Mon): once again happy belated birthday vivien :D
• 23Feb to 25Feb(Tue-Thur): nothing special on those days.
• 26Feb(Fri): evening went to tpy stadium with jas and jr. dinner at pizza hut[:
• 27Feb(Sat): happy eighth month (L)!! [; shopping with L at town.watched valentines day movie~[:
• 28Feb(Sun): last day of cny. had a sumptuous dinner at popo house~

• 1Mar to 3Mar(Mon-Wed): nothing much~
• 4Mar(Thur): sports day was oh-so-fun this year! Hood had won the banner design and most vibrant house! :D after that went jas house to do the blood donation poster~
  
• 5Mar(Fri): nothing much on that day.
• 6Mar(Sat): celebrated neveon's bday at marina sq,pariss, and watched being human movie~[:
• 7Mar(Sun): happy belated birthday neveon[: went facial in the afternoon. dinner at tpy crystal jade ;D
• 8Mar(Mon): lunch with L at mos[: at night met mummy at amk to change my sim card :\ r.i.p mr ng..
  
• 9Mar(Tue): met L after choir. had dinner at pizza hut ^^ cant go to mr ng's wake with clique in the afternoon, so took bus 235 one round with L just to see the wake :X
  
• 10Mar & 11Mar(Wed&Thur): oooooo nothing much on that day lol!
• today, 12Mar(Fri): morning had a short farewell assembly for mr cheng! missed one period of lesson only.. lol. cca photo taking after school. home after that~

thats all! bye~

should i remove the tagboard?? :S

oh my, i'm so so lazy to update my blog already.. sigh okay erm HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NEVEON! [: and happy belated birthday to vivien too! :X (22/2) well yesterday had a mini celebration with neveon and clique. went to marina sq pariss de high tea[: and watched being human that movie.. not say very nice actually :\ umm got to go now! gonna rush to tpy crystal jade to have dinner soon~ bye. will update more soon!

16Feb,tue:
went to mummy's friend house[: ate kfc and got lao yu sheng. nice~ then went to jurong to meet cousins and aunt. went to a club to sing k~ fun :D went home after that.
17Feb,wed:
back to school~ nothing much luh.
18Feb,thur:
school celebrate total defence day which was actually on 15Feb. from 8am to 9am must off fan and lights to study =,= luckily that day de weather was very cooling~ haha so still okay. bought pizza bun for recess, sch got give bun and water also. home after school~
19Feb,fri:
sch as per normal. after school went to plaza sing. and city link with neveon,minghui and junru [:
had dinner at hk cafe~ went home at around 8+
20Feb,sat:
went minghui house in the morning to put on make up :X asked delano to meet us on bus. a very very loooong journey to vivien house~ haha. gave vivien surprise! xD after that took taxi to delano's house. after that went junru and peiling house. 7.30pm went to watched all's well, ends well at tpy eng wah. smuggled popeye whipped potato xD hahaa.. after movie went kfc eat some light food.. home at around 10+ [:
today:
sis friends came to bai nian just now~ later going out for dinner with relatives~ nth much le, byebye [:

cny&v.day ♥

heylo! yesterday morning, relatives from father side came to my house bai nian~ ate a few bowls of vegetarian food that was prepared by mummy. around 2+ went to jurong (mother side) took many photos and i ate a lot; fat! >< home at around 4+ evening L came to bai nian[: then we went to amk hub. almost all the shops are not opened. only the cinema there a lot ppl haha.. bought tickets for 10.30pm de lil big soldier, then went for dinner at nyny[: after movie alr 12+ liao. no more bus,so cab home~ today a bit boring lah.. woke up at ard 9+ aunt fetch us to visit two of my mummy side de relatives. home at around 1+ bathe, sleep, eat again! (went to the two relatives house also got eat) and here i am now~ :D tmr going mum's friend house, then going sing k wiht cousins and aunt also. haha k bye~

Loved.

HAPPY CNY & V.DAY!♥

time flies..

yes, finally i'm here to update my blog again. gonna post a short one! (in point form)

• steamboat at vivien's house; reunion dinner with clique[: (5/2)
• cousins and grandma same to my house to do cny goodies (6/2)
• CIP! went to town with jasmine after that (7/2)
• got a new sofa at home :D (11/2)
• CNY celebration~ went back to primary sch(12/2)

today:
relatives coming to my house to have reunion dinner; steamboat [: gonna be very fat after cny >< cant wait cny to come, idk why hahaa. this year will be a lil diff coz father side de peeps will be coming to my house to bai nian tmr :O ang paos, here i come!!!!

so long nvr blog already.. a bit lazy to update every single week le~ dun have the mood to do so. but i wont delete this blog (yet) as i had been blogging here since 2006 :O lol.. will only update when i feel like doing so bah. last week was fine, so was this week. just dunno what to update :\ yesterday went out with L. watched the tooth fairy movie[: went to sky garden slack and home at around 11. and today went out with jr. went to queensway and town~ bought quite a number of stuff~ home at around 8. gonna do hw and study geog test tmr :( guess i'll have to wake up slightly earlier bah.. umm.. jan is gonna end soon and i've wasted the whole month slacking around.. although i always tell myself to at least study something everyday, but i dun have the "study mood" at all ==" tsk sighhh T.T

will update soon!

wooooo..

gonna briefly blog about the stuff for the past few dayssssss.
last sat (9/1):

• out with gfs to town, then to sp open house.
• next is kallang leisure park.
• dinner at old airport rd~
  
• home at ard 10+

last sun (10/1):

• out with mum and sis~

mon (11/1):

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINGTING![:
• after sch collect olvl eng & maths results and it sucks totally.
• lunch at pizza hut with ting.
• home after that.

tue (12/1):

• schoolschoolschool
• choir after sch..
• L came and fetch me after sch~[:

wed (13/1):

• school as per normal..
• went for choir after sch.

thur (14/1):

• HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIBSON![:
• lunch with jr and L at delifrance~

fri (15/1):

• jr came to my house after sch..
• then around 2 went out with L while jr go home
• had carl's jr for lunch at vivo~
  
• watched alvin and the chipmunks 2 at 4.30pm.
• went to amk and watched the spy next door at 9.10pm.
• home at around 12am. x)

sat (16/1):

• out with mum to sambawang sun plaza.
• had dinner at pastamania~
• then went to amk again
• home after that.

today (17/1):

• went to grandparent's house~
• nasi lemak for lunch..
• then slack over there.
• home at around 5+

thats all! bye~

study hard, pass olvl and get into a poly..
说很容易，做到难..

my aim is ......... idk..

hi. school was alright this whole week. monday, first day of school jiu rain liao.. so daddy fetched me and jr to school haha.. erm tuesday dinner with ting at deliferance. pictures with her now~ wedesday nth much.. just that me and jasmine have to go back to our cca again =,= boring.. yeah, thursday, morning straight after me and jr alighted from bus, it started to rain heavily =,= stupid... so ran very fast to the bridge and walk longer way to sch.. luckily is assemble in class~ lol.. after school went to temasek poly open house~ walked around the school. L also tagged along x) slack at the library and went home at around 6+?? cant really remember. then today after school went to ngee ann poly open house~ dinner at bukit timah hawker center. went home at around 7 bah, also cant remember the time :X tmr will be heading to singapore poly open house with the other 5 ladies; teo,hong,chang,lau,leow xD hahaha! well, after going these two poly(tp & np), i still have no idea what i'm interested in. actually, nothing has caught my eye yet lah.. sian =,= maybe other poly will have courses that i like, maybe now still early to choose lah, but i guess there's not much difference in next year's courses in all the poly right... tsssssssk, dunno lah~ ><

btw, might not have time during the weekdays to update blog and surf the net.. therefore,will be using the com on fridays and weekends only. the blog is so dead now.. especially that tagboard!! still stuck at year 2009 la =,= monday gonna get back my eng and math olvl results :O good luck to myself.. haaah..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIEJIE![:(5/1)

school tmr, sadded :(

yeash, gonna post before i sleep. yesterday night went out with primary school peeps, coz after tmr we'll be busy with our own stuff and very diff to meet out again~ so ya, went to iluma de empire state to have our dinner. haha i ordered bake macaroni, nice :D and shared mushroom soup with jr again xD the restaurant closes at 11pm and some of us were still eating, lawls. ya, we're the last customers to leave the restaurant x) after that the guys went for dessert while the girls go home~ went home with jr by bus57. yeap, then called L while walking the short dist home x) today around 3+ went to marina square~ shop around and bought some stuff [: went to pariss for dinner to celebrate sis' birthday earlier(actually its on tue) ya. from 5.30 eeeeeeeat until 7pm. then went to shop around again. was pointing to a chocolate shop to mum, the chocolate like damn nice xD and i didnt know L's sis was working in that shop :X omgomg~ haha didnt really know she was in there, coz i keep looking at those chocolates from far away~ xD then home at around 9+ packed my school bag, get ready my uniform, tie,badge, school shoe blahblah~ sian! school tmr, thats fast T.T boring~~~~

firework!

haha upload this video for fun xD its just the fireworks lah~ u guys can choose not to watch it xD
i'm not a good taker btw :X the video blurblur de.. hahaha

yeah~

hi! happy new years once again x) yesterday went to countdown with friends and L [; before that, met ting and ch at tpy. they late late LATE! lol. then train to city hall~ went to hk cafe eat for dinner at around 6pm :D first time eat there~ not bad lah the food[: hahaa. then went to esplanade and helped the others book place.. sat there for very long.. ppl keep squeezing to walk down the stairs when there alr no space for them to walk =,= stupid. then the others(12peeps) came at around 9+? cant remember.. yeah, so while waiting for 12mn,we played game,take photo,talk talk laugh laugh hahaa. finally, its time for fire works~ ;D not bad not bad. after fire works, all of us stood one side to decide where to ton. so we decided to walk to the 7eleven at city link there.. the crowd was WOW! a lot ppl =,= squeeze squeeze and finally can walk through~ went to 7eleven, bought sandwich and mango tea to share with L~[: went to a bigbig space near marina square, its just opp the esplanade de space and settled down there.. and by the time its alr 2+ i think. at first, some of us sit there and rot... chatted lah~ then until 3+, that nengwei then take out his 2 deck of cards =,= tsktsk woahhhhhh~~ haha ya so played daidi~ fun and funny at the same time xD play until 6am like that, all went to mac, but only some eat. after eating, took bus 56 with ting,ch,jr and L :D alight at sky garden bus stop and took bus 232 home with L~ reached home alr 7am luh~~ and i'm actually not very very sleepy, cooooool ;P then bathe and everything, slept at around 7.35am. woke up at 2pm in the afternoon, ate bread and watch tv~ nothing much le xD haha bye!

pictures with minghui,junru and tingting. dunno they'll upload the photos not~ haha.

goodbye 2009 & hello 2010!

HAPPY YEAR 2010 TO ALL!

may everyone have a great year ahead![:

btw, this is a scheduled post[;

the end.

today woke up at around 11+ and lied on bed until 1+ then wake up :X helped mummy sweep and mop the floor.. then watch tv, used com awhile and out with tingting~ she accompanied me to j8 for dinner. had kfc 2 piece meal [; then went to collect our gv member card~ shop awhile jiu go home le, while ting go look for her mum at amk. countdown tomorrow at esplanade with friends~[: still thinking whether to ton with them or not :\ see how bah. haha

is this gonna be the last post for year 2009? haha i guess so.. :\ this year pass really quickly. is like idk what i'm doing all this while, haha.. umm and its also a spacial year to me(L) although many problems had happened between us, but i still love you,L! ;) yeah~ wishes for next year.. i already told L last night xD hahaa. first is to last long long with him♥♥♥ second is to score well for my Os. (okay, not only me lah, ppl around me also k! LOL.) and one more add on, thirdly, i wish everyone around me will stay happy and healthy always :D yeah~ 2010 might be a tough year for some of us, but hope we can manage to pull through everything without much problems! hahaa. yeap, thats all! bye[;

Love,
marilyn.

and for some reason, i feel that i'm still not ready for year 2010 to approach. i'm afraid things are not gonna go smoothly as what i wish for D: hope the time will stop here for awhile now.. weird :S

bored

好无聊噢... D;

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Craig David - Unbelievable

Always said
I would know where to find love
Always thought
I’d be ready and strong enough
But sometimes
I just felt I could give up
But you came
And you changed my whole world now
I’m somewhere
I’ve never been before
Now I see
What love means

(chorus)
It’s so unbelievable
And I don’t wanna let it go
It’s something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you’ve been
Forever a part of me
And it’s so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I’d be

In my heart in my head
It’s so clear now
Hold my hand
You’ve got nothing to fear now
I was lost
And you rescued me somehow
I’m alive
I’m in love you complete me
And I’ve never been here before
Now I see
What love means

(chorus)

When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can’t help but breakdown
And cry
Oh yeah
Break down and cry

(chorus)

Now I see
What love means♥

town town town

since i've nothing better to do, i shall update my blog~ sunday[27/12]: went to chinatown and orchard with mum and sis. ate our dinner (at around 4) at yum cha. lol~ then shop around orchard area. yaya nothing much lah, its just shopping and buying stuff lor~ hahaa xD and it has been the third time a malay guy who got first for singpore idol... stupid lah! =,= monday[28/12]: woke up at 1pm in the afternoon, shiok xD haha. met weetingting at central at around 3. went to trim my fringe at kelly salon. after that went to orchard/somerset, again! lawls.. bought a uniqlo black jacket for L~[: then shop around. jr came to look for us to pass me things~ then dinner at taka, went to look for jasmine also :D after that went to j8, ting wanna collect her mum's phone.. next is sky garden~ slack until 9~ me went to meet L~ tingting go home watch tv xD went for supper at the roti prata shop near my pcps there with L [: and home at around 10+ yeap thats all haha~